Truth

The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
-
Christopher Johnson McCandless

12.12.2010

I learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

"I had the craziest dream last night about a girl who has turned into a swan, but her prince falls for the wrong girl and she kills herself..."  (Natalie Portman)

Black Swan 


I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. 

I NEARLY BROKE DOWN. I NEARLY LOST MY GRIP. I NEARLY PANICKED. I NEARLY GAVE UP.
I HAVE BEEN WOBBLING BACK AND FORTH...BETWEEN SANITY AND INSANITY.
I HAVE BEEN OVERWHELMED, OVERSTRESSED, OVERANXIOUS. OVER EVERYTHING.
ITS AMAZING THE THINGS THAT CAN BRING YOU BACK...
LAUGHTER. CONVERSATIONS. SMILES. GENTLE ADVICE.
FUCK. SO. GOOD. TO KNOW. I HAVE SOMEONE. ON MY SIDE.
STILL FEEL ALONE.
BUT NOW I HAVE HOPE...
THANKFUL FOR THAT.



And it took so long just to feel alright.
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes?
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed,
Cause you broke all your promises,
And now you’re back.
You don’t get to get me back.

And who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars,
Collecting your jar of hearts,
And tearing love apart.
You’re gonna catch a cold,
From the ice inside your soul.
So don’t come back for me,
Don't come back at all.

-Jar Of Hearts (Christina Perri)