Truth

The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
-
Christopher Johnson McCandless

12.15.2010

"When your family calls, you make nice to them all and assure them you're fine, you're great. Then you cry in the bath, cry so hard that you laugh, then watch television till late. Who do you need? Nobody."






It would be so much worse not having you...I just want you know.
I still count my blessings every morning.




Oh, and you are loved
Are loved

Little Miss Brand New StartLittle Miss Do Your Part
Little Miss Big Ol' Heart Beats Wide Open
She's ready now for love

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Well, SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA LOSE TIL YOU WIN
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again

It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

It'll be alright again

LITTLE MISS. SUGARLAND.

12.13.2010

An INCREDIBLE MACHINE: You say your heart is broken, but if you can feel the pain from the breaking then trust me...your heart is working just fine. My heart is fine, it's my spirit that's fucking broken...




Explanation: It could only happen in space: A tiny bubble of air hangs suspended inside a droplet of water. The droplet rests in the cup of a delicate green leaf, yet the stalk doesn't bend at all.
Cosmonaut Nikolai Budarin photographed this scene on April 9, 2003. He was peering into the Russian Lada greenhouse onboard the International Space Station (ISS), and his snapshot illustrates some of the strange physics of gardening in space.




So it’s a good time to say goodbye 
It’s a good time to let it lie 
Been stumbling around in the dark 
Oh I’ve had a change of heart (!!!!) 
I thought you wanted a sad one 
But you wouldn’t have NONE
It’s time to let the light in 
I was AFRAID
I was AFRAID (!!!!!!)
I’m done with those days 
And it’s time to let the light in 

-Let the Light In (Amy Cook)


That tiny bubble of air, trapped...suspending...drowning in the bigger droplet of water...
Resting on a delicate stalk, but yet it does not bend,.
I am in space.
It's really difficult to control your feelings.
Its impossible to control the things you cannot explain.
Change is inevitable and looming precariously ahead.
This is not the time to fall apart. 

12.12.2010

I learned to live half alive, and now you want me one more time. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

"I had the craziest dream last night about a girl who has turned into a swan, but her prince falls for the wrong girl and she kills herself..."  (Natalie Portman)

Black Swan 


I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. 

I NEARLY BROKE DOWN. I NEARLY LOST MY GRIP. I NEARLY PANICKED. I NEARLY GAVE UP.
I HAVE BEEN WOBBLING BACK AND FORTH...BETWEEN SANITY AND INSANITY.
I HAVE BEEN OVERWHELMED, OVERSTRESSED, OVERANXIOUS. OVER EVERYTHING.
ITS AMAZING THE THINGS THAT CAN BRING YOU BACK...
LAUGHTER. CONVERSATIONS. SMILES. GENTLE ADVICE.
FUCK. SO. GOOD. TO KNOW. I HAVE SOMEONE. ON MY SIDE.
STILL FEEL ALONE.
BUT NOW I HAVE HOPE...
THANKFUL FOR THAT.



And it took so long just to feel alright.
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes?
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed,
Cause you broke all your promises,
And now you’re back.
You don’t get to get me back.

And who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars,
Collecting your jar of hearts,
And tearing love apart.
You’re gonna catch a cold,
From the ice inside your soul.
So don’t come back for me,
Don't come back at all.

-Jar Of Hearts (Christina Perri)