See once in a while when it's good It'll feel like it should And they're all still around And you're still safe and sound And you don't miss a thing 'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

“You will go on and meet someone else and I'll just be a chapter in your tale, but for me, you were, you are and you always will be, the whole story.” 

“It's just that I

 don't want to be 

somebody's crush.

 If somebody likes

 me, I want them

 to like the real

 me, not what they 

think I am. And I

 don't want them

 to carry it 

around inside. I

 want them to show 

me, so I can feel 

it too.” 

Perks.of.Being.A.Wallflower

Only close my eyes and you are here with me
A nameless face to think I see
To sit and watch the waves with me till they're gone
A heart I'd swear I'd recognize is made out of
My own devices....
Could I be wrong?
The time that I've taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?
Sleepless nights you creep inside of me
Paint your shadows on the breath that we share
You take more than just my sanity
You take my reason not to care.
No ordinary wings I'll need
The sky itself will carry me back to you
The things I dream that I can do I'll open up
The moon for you
Just come down soon

Sara.Bareilles.

And if I really think hard about it, the fall is the most beautiful part. A perfect freefall...faster and faster...closer to you.

I want a love that lasts.

More on Love............................................

I don't understand love,

and I think I never will.

Such a delicate essence,

 at the core of all complexities in life.

Evolving, revolving, unchanging predictability.

The strongest force,

and deepest hidden weapon.

I can't help but to think I know this permanence.

Its infiltrated into  each level of my soul.

An  intense magnetic force of energy and honesty,

vulnerability.

I have known the fall,

and I have taken the leap.

To find someone that makes you want to be a better person.

The purest human connection from one to another,

the sharing of the heartache,

condolences, promises, loyal celebrations.

To breath in the strongest scents,

and becoming totally and utterly swept away.

To have the open seas stretched out in front of you,

canvas for the sunset and the sunrise.

I want a love as endless as the seas.

It's so quietly epic and completely enthralling.

I want a love that's pure.

I don't understand love,

and I think I never will.

But to die.

trying.

Desperate to wrap my head around the oddity of the unknown.

To gather around an invisible force,

binding us into the web of human  companionship.

Its taking leap with both feet,

into the abyss.

It's letting your heart unravel before you.

It's trusting  in the maybes and could have beens...

it's knowing the heartbreak outweighs the heartache.

I want you to know,

the deepest parts of my heart are offered.

B e my guardian, my companion, my soul-mate, my  love.

Safe me from the disappointment of an endless loneliness.

Protect my innocence,

preserve my insecurity.

I want a love that last.

I fall 

and fall

and fall

and fall.

fast.

And through it all know that,

whatever the outcome,

it's all been worth it.

And you'll never be a regret,

and you have my loyalties.

I don't understand love,

and I think I never will.

But this I know...

that you make me want to become a better version of myself.

I fall. 

"If I'm not mistaken... Kiss a lover Dance a measure, Find your name And buried treasure... Face your life Its pain, Its pleasure, Leave no path untaken."

“If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; there is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.”

Henry David Thoreau

Thank you for bringing my inspiration. Grateful.

“So here’s to all those summer nights when my feet hit the sand and the waves break my fall and all my friends around me out number the stars.”

Too being invincible.

Too moving with the music.

T0o staying out late and long nights.

Too letting everything else slip away,

so you can be completely engulfed in the moment.

To0 friends, new and old.

Too feeling younger then you really are.

Too laughter...

the sweetest of sweet sounds.

"In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance - when you least expect it - sets you on a course that you never planned, into a future you never imagined.” 

The Lucky One

"What ever our wandering our happiness will always be found within a narrow compass, and in the middle of the objects more immediately within our reach."

It's a far distance from the  person that  I used to be,

but yet similarities arise on a constant rotation.

The process of becoming a better version of self,

well how does that happen really?

A cycle of death , rebirth, adjustment,

Taking the waves and the storms that batter the sandy shore,

but renewed hope with the morning sunset.

Understanding that senseless tragedies.

Understanding the darkness of a cruel sadness.

Understanding the unjust stealing of an innocence.

Understanding untimely departures.

Understanding the proverbial  battle of the human condition.

Why do we hate and belittle others, struggling to come into themselves as we are?

Why do we excuse behaviors of some individuals and not of others?

Why do we turn our heads away from those who need our help?

Why do we turn away from ourselves, becoming our own biggest enemy?

Why do we battle our weaknesses and embrace our insecurities?

Why do we live in a small zone of comfort, encased in a fictional bubble?

Why do we not tell the people we love, how much they mean to us?

Why do we hate people for who they chose to love, and keep them from their happiness?

What is the most important is  self reflection...

let us gaze upon own lives and make adjustments in the way we live.

The choices we are making that are making unhappiness.

The behaviors that perpetuate insecurity and hopelessness.

Let' us learn to love ourselves and  take a stand to guard and protect an individuality.

Let us then learn to love others with the same integrity and honorable nature we  love ourselves.

Stop expending energy on hate and fighting to break down the hope of others.

This is simply distracting you from becoming a better version of yourself.

In the face of senseless tragedies that occur every day, unexpectedly,

take a moment and appreciate everything you have,

appreciate everyone you have in your life.

Don't take it foregranted.

It could be gone in seconds....

The balance is to learn to find connections with others.

Do a random act of kindness, expect nothing in return.

Laugh and celebrate strangers triumphs, sympathize and mourn with strangers tragedies.

But let you be only responsible for your own actions.

Anyways,

a surprising but very welcoming spring of inspiration,

stemming from love.

Always beginning with love,

which creates the desire to maintain

as a bold, honest, enduring individual.

Becoming reacquainted with a self that has experienced 

heartbreak, transformation, exploration...

I'm forever grateful to my yesterday self for enduring the trials of life,

and teaching my tomorrow self how to live  life better.

Breath it in deeper, taking risks, gathering hope, pressing past fear, battling sadness,

and loving harder.

I want to look into your eyes years from now,

remember the way the music sounded, the way we danced and laughed,

the way we were when we knew we were invincible.

The hope we shared in youth,

the resilience of warriors...

I want to have that forever,

 and remember the summer nights,

the fireworks lighting up the night sky,

the sunsets on the beach,

the way the moon looked behind the clouds.

Knowing that I had the support of an army behind me,

and through the stretch of endless possibilities ,

that i would be okay.